| who knows i wish things back to the way they were
butterflies in the park
walking in the rain at dark
talking for hours about absolutely nothing
being eye to eye without being the same height.
do you understand?
i wish for things to be how they were
beanie, checked paints & a black shirt
that's how i remember
& that's how i feel
..not just the obvious
but the thoughts in between my words
who knows if you'll understand
cause i can't come out and say it
i don't care if you'll understand..
cause fate..
well you've changed it
ill probably add more to this..who knows |
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| i stuttar cause you make me nervous
so i write cause i cannot speak
i try to whisper
to make it easier
but i tend to mumble when i look at my feet
my hands get sweaty
my knees start to shake
bullets of drip drops
fall from my face
i look up
and i see you smile
your hand
now upon my side
you pull me in closer
and say
'everything will be fine'
but what makes this time
different from the last
soon i will panic
my breathing will get heavy
cause i won't be able to catch my breath
and then it will be me alone
left
never you mind
ill be okay
just don't tell me you're going to stay
please
for the sake of me
and my dignity.
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forget me
if you haven't already
wait..how silly am i?
you have
you've chewed me up
and spit me out
for the.. very last time
im tired of waiting
for the old you
the one that could make me smile
like you use to
im sick of crying
make-ups smeared..
it's an empty feeling
without you here..
or even near
where i know you'll always be there
to catch me when i fall
and to make me feel .. "10 stories tall"
im sick
of all the phone calls
ending up in all my tears
im drowning..don't you see?
im sure you don't mean to make me cry ((ha))
but you have the nerve to ask me why
all i can do
is sit back and laugh
..and ask ..myself why
why was I ..
stupid enough
to let you in
and ruin
my heart all over again
please just let me be..
i don't wanna be
just a friend
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